I’ve been back from New York for a few days now but I’m trying to keep that feeling of being … away.
Sometimes I feel like Tantalus — the ancient Greek who was punished for some transgression by being confined to a specific scenario in hell: he is sitting in a pool of water below a branch of fruit, agonized with hunger and thirst — but every time he puts his mouth down to drink or his hand up to reach, the water and fruit elude him.
And I just looked up what Tantalus did to deserve such a fate: while a guest at Zeus’s table he stole ambrosia and was planning on sharing it with mankind, thus revealing the secrets of the gods. So he overreached and was punished by never being able to grasp what he desired … what he needed.
Ouch.
So my life isn’t that bad — not by any means! But (more…)